Vero's SGC

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I need fanfiction.

I've been through my ENTIRE fanfiction folder with random bits of the stories I used to write. Including yours, Sug. I read your entire story in like an hour and a half. XD Then I read my other ones, and skimmed through the huge one I have. I wasn't going to read 150 pages. xD

I miss the days where I was able to write so easily. ]: I wish I could still do it. I lack motivation.

I NEED A FANFIC BUDDY. D:

Anyway. I was going through my livejournal trying to find bits of fanfic I might've posted up at random times.

So this is a flash-back post. :D I'm just going to be posting random things that I find funny.

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1. Me and Cyn: Have you ever eaten faggots, Kelly?
Kelly: Have I ever something faggots with gravy? What?
Me: XD Faggots with gravy...
Cyn: RANDOM SENTENCE OF THE DAY!!!

L.M.F.A.O. That was awesome.

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2. Me:We also found out that since it's the 30th anniversary...
André:30th anniversary of what? Of the skating club? Of the club director? Of Penelope Cruz the actress? The invention of the disposable plastic razors? Of the last UnitedStatesian evacuated from Saigon?

Me:We have some extra special invited guests, Jason Denome
Andre:?? Who is this, the 30 year old skating club director??

Me:and a pair of Wakamatsu
Andre:?? A two-layers Japanese desert?? <--- (This cracked me up BY FAR the most XD XD XD)

Me:and Fecteau
Andre:?? The famous French clown ???

I love you Andre. XD

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3. History was fun, we played the game again but this time whoever answered the question got to pick the next person. I was one of the last people but I got it wrong YY;; Only because Steve (I'm gonna get him next class) told Jade to pick me ¬¬;;

Steve: Psst! Jade! Pick her! *points at me*
Me: TT Screw yo-
Jade: Veronique.
Me: Only because Steve told her to pick me!
Mr. D: =O Do we have another case of bullying in this class? (Because a few people told other people to pick someone they wanted so he usually skipped the person being chosen)
Steve: No, she couldn't even see me!
Mr. D: Really?
Jade: Yeah, I wasn't even looking at him.
Mr. D: Okay Veronique, are you ready?
Me: ¬¬ Goddamnit Steve...
Steve: XD
Mr. D: *asks me a question* (I forgot what it was XD)
Me: *gets it wrong*
Mr. D: =O..... WRONG! The answer is market! (That's all I remember XD)
Steve: XD Wahahaha, sucker XD
Me: ¬_¬;; Oh shaddap, 9!
Steve: oO That's what you got?
Me: No, that's what YOU got. On the test!
Steve: __|__
Me: XD

He got his question wrong too so nyah XP

Omg wtf lmfao. XDD *Dies*

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4. Well, hope your lives are going great and hope you have a fantastic night and sweet dreams ^^

Vero

FUCKLYINGLY! XD

Fucklyingly? XDD Lmao.

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5. LETS START! ITS TIME TO DUE-DU-DU-DU-D-D-D-D-D-D-D-DUEL!

xD Ahhhh. I loved that part of the Yu-Gi-Oh opening. XD

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6. PBOOZE XD XD XD

Who wants some? XD

Lmao XD Had the best time talking with sug until like 2:00 last night XD

Whaddya room?
PPBOOZE XD XD XD

Aww. ;--; WHADDYA ROOM. <33 I remember that. ;-; Sniff.

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7. So we art leaving and SHIT I'VE BEEN WANTING TO SAY SOMETHING BUT NOW...

I forget -.-

Damn my stupid memory.

Ah well, if I remember later I'll post it x];; BUT CRAP HOW COULD I FORGET x_X WHAT WAS IT?!

OH YEAH!

I can't believe I remembered XD;;

OMFG I JUST WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND I FORGOT X___X

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WTF.

-.-

Okay I'll try to remember (watch me remember in Place Vertu AND FORGET ON THE WAY BACK ._.)

OH WAIT HOLY SHIT I REMEMBER NOW XD

L.M.F.A.O. THAT'S JUST TOO AMAZING. XDDD

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8. COURTNEY YOU LUCKY... YOU LUCKY PERSON YOU!

SHE LIVES IN NY AND GETS GUNDAM SEED EVERY SATURDAY NIGHT!

And she thinks Kira is awesome XD XD XD

BUT I WISH I HAD CARTOON NETWORK! ;.;

SG1Vero: gundam seed
SG1Vero: heard of it?
Kaen Tora: O_O GUNDAM SEED IN JAP!?
Kaen Tora: ITS AIRING HERE IN ENGLISH!
SG1Vero: WHAT
Kaen Tora: ON SATURDAYS!
SG1Vero: OMFG
SG1Vero: OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
SG1Vero: LUUUUUUUUUUCKY
Kaen Tora: ^_^
Kaen Tora: KIRA IS AWESOME!
SG1Vero: OMG ;.;
SG1Vero: SHIT YEAH
Kaen Tora: ^_^

Just wait until you meet everyone else, Kaen XD BUT I WANNA HEAR WHAT EVERYONE SOUNDS LIKE IN ENGLISH!

Tinneh. I called you "Kaen"? Omg that was like the lamest thing I could've done. XD; TWINNY DIDN'T EXIST BACK THEN! D: Thank God tinneh was born. Tinneh. :D It's just so awesome.

xD

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9. ACK TO KUROTO NOT SINGING WTF SING! *jabs him with scythe* SING SING SING! T_T

Kuroto: XP

GAH y_y *takes his gba away* NOW WILL YOU SING?! TT

Kuroto: OO MEEP! Um... London bridge is falling down.... falling down.... falling... down? ^^;;;;;;;
Vero: ._.;;;; *falls over*
Kuroto: XD Veronique is falling down, falling down, falling down! XD
Vero: ¬_¬;;

Wtf? XDD Lmao. I love Kuroto. He's such a kid. ♥

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10. OPE YOU ALL HAVE KINKEH DREAMS AND A GREAT NIGHT! ^___^

Lurv
Vero ♥

Kinkeh dreams. XD

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11. GLUTTONY SHALL ENGULF MY BROCCOLI!
DUDE! PEOPLE! CELEFUCKINGBRATE!

IT'S EZARIA'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! =D =D =D

AWWWW. I remember that picture of gluttony and broccoli. XD

EZARIA! AWW. :D

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12. Day 1.

Period 3.

French.

With Stamkos.

Don't know him but I was wanting Sama.

LOL "DON'T KNOW HIM" XDD Poor Mmme. Stamkos. xDD

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13. I got recognized by a couple of guys when they asked for my help and this one guy... Good lord X'D

Me: *shows him how to make own patterns on AW* ^^ That's how I got my hearts.
Dude: O_O WHOA THAT'S AWESOME THANKS SO MUCH! 8D What's your name?
Collins: Veronica.
Saph: You can call her Vero.
Dude: What? Your name's VODKA?!

I don't even remember that. xDD But it's funny.

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14. LUNCH! Went outside and practised...

DUN DUN-DUN DUNNN.... DUN DUN-DUN DUN DUNNNNNN!!!

TEH PLANET DANCE!

Omg Saph remember that? XD I wish I remembered the actual steps. That was too awesome.

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Okay. I found a LITTLE bit of fanfic. But it was like, a page. ]: Rawr.

I have to go. o_o I have to get up in like 7 hours lol work. ]: Hope you're all having a great weekend.

Lurv,
Vero <3 ♥

I love the smell of rain on cement. It doesn't really remind me of anything, but it gives me a feeling of peace.

You know what, fuck it.

I hate always feeling GUILTY whenever I don't do the fucking "good Samaritan" act. I've given her lifts plenty of times, and no one else gets the luxury of having a lift from me. Everyone else has to get here on their own.

Take your cab, and be lucky you're not getting there by bus or metro, because I'm sure there's going to be at least one person who is.

So my day.

Computers
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Lmfao I did my math homework and I watched stick figure videos all class. It was so fun.

English
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Best class EVER. I walked around in the halls with Shyam, Pindoo and Weijia. We ended up in Zaphiratos' room playing Taboo.

Omfg.

Stephens gave me an 89% on the exam practise. <33 ♥

He said I was one of the few who actually did better on the exam than how I do usually. :] Which is odd. He says usually, people do about 5% lower on the exam than how they do in class.

Then Vero goes and kicks ASS on the exam plz. :] That was awesome.

Math
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We had a sub. I worked on the review package all class, most people played cards.

Lunch
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D: So short. And not as pleasant as Thursday, but still nice.

I had agreed to meet Tom at his locker, since he had gym third and I had Math third, and my math class is next to his locker. So when the bell rang, I waited outside for a few minutes, but he didn't show, so I decided to go put my books away. Then I decided to go buy my prom ticket (which took so long omg.) and I was freaking out because I didn't know what to do. D:

So I went to check for him at his locker, and he wasn't there, but then I turned around, and there he was. :)

He had just come back from Gym. They went to play Tennis.

Amazing how we're both late. :P It's nice that way, though. Neither one of us made the other one wait.

So then we went to the art room, but then we sort of realized we kind of had to have a reason to be there... xD So we went to Tom's locker to get his art project, but then he realized that he had left it in the art room LMAO. So we went back to the art room and worked on his project sat together.

It was nice at the beginning, but then two other kids from my grade came, so it was kinda like >_o; But still nice. ♥

French
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We had a free period to work on our essays which mine was already done.

Kelly talked to me. Ha. Apparently "everyone is so lost" about what to say around Tom and I because "they don't want to disturb us" but at the same time we "never talk to them" so apparently, everyone finds it awkward. Of course, I thought it was just Kelly being herself.

Then she shows me the note Adri wrote her, about "omg we have to find Vero's 'hide-out'" and whatnot.

Good God it's not a goddamn "hide-out", fuck you make it sound like we're eloping or something. We just. Want. Privacy.

Why is that too much to ask for? Honestly...

Okay. I admit. I should try harder to understand it from your point of view. Yeah yeah, it's always hard when you're in a group of friends and that one person gets a boyfriend and you don't have one, so you can't help but get jealous. I understand. I was in your position once. I was jealous of a friend who got a boyfriend.

But I was a good friend. I kept my jealous feelings to myself and I supported my friend, like a friend should. It wasn't long before I realized that I was being a complete moron by feeling jealous, and I felt genuinely happy for my friend.

But I know what it was like. I won't lie to you - I was jealous.

BUT NOW.

Why can't YOU try to understand it from MY point of view?

I've never really had a "real" boyfriend. Do I count Aravindan as a boyfriend from grade 6-8? Not really. I mean, we were so young; what the hell did we know about relationships? Close to nothing. He was more like a "really good friend" than a "boyfriend". I mean, we saw movies together and we went out together, but... It wasn't... I don't know. I can't explain it.

I can't count Jeremy. The whole experience was just one huge mistake; he never -really- cared for me. In fact, to this day I have no idea why he even asked me out in the first place. It's one memory I'd just like to forget about.

So now. Something is FINALLY happening, and yet?
There are only two weeks of school left.

And let's not forget that he's in a grade lower than us just because of the fact that he was born in November.

So I have a whole two weeks to spend ooh, half an hour with him at lunch. If you think about it, that's not a lot of time.

I don't want to waste that time. I want to make it count.

I bet you're all saying "Oh shut up, you have all summer to be together."

Yeah, you're right. I do have all summer.

I have all summer to skate every day of the week from 9:30 - 1:30.

I have all summer to find a part time job and work who knows when for who knows how long, because I have to pay for my first semester at Vanier. I'm not like most of you, who don't have to pay a cent for your education, because your parents can cover every single thing.

Sure I have all summer.

So can't you guys see? This is important to me. Why can't you try to put yourselves in my shoes? I mean, why can't Adri try to imagine if it was her and her crush instead of me and mine? I bet -she- would want some private time alone.

All I'm asking is for two things:

- Understand what this is like for me, both the fact that
a) I've found someone who likes me for who I am
b) I have a very limited amount of time left
- Put your jealousy aside (hell, at least try) and be happy for me

Now, all that having been said... Am I being unrealistic? I know I'm blowing things out of proportion, but only as far out as my friends have. "We have to find their 'hide-out'", I mean give me a fucking break, what the FUCK is that? I spend TWO lunch hours with him, not more, and already you're calling it a "hide-out"? Just... aSdfouy23r Grow up!

Anyway. Yeah. I'm really overreacting. They're still my friends. It's just the jealousy part taking over them I think. I shouldn't let it affect me anyway. Let them be jealous.

It's not my fault that some people choose to like the same guy for three years in a row when they don't even speak to the guy. I mean, honestly, if you ask me, there's no bloody point in liking a guy you don't even talk to. It's pointless. How can anything happen when you don't even talk? So it's not my fault you haven't moved on, you haven't tried for other guys (and who knows, maybe if you HAD tried, you would have found someone!) and it's not my fault that I happened to find someone before you.

Anyway. Going back to the point of me overreacting, because I seriously am, I know that I am, but I feel like I can't help but overreact.... Argh that doesn't even make sense.

I'm tired, I'm going to bed. I'm skipping gymnastics going to be home for the double EXP event tomorrow on Maple Story.

And holy shit.

Zombies + double EXP (which is 380 EXP each zombie) = GODLY omg.

Shit I gained like 10% in less than half an hour. It was teh SHIT.

The only problem is hackers but whatever. Johnny helped me with that problem, I'm going to hope he can do it again if I need him.

GOING TO BED good night everyone.

And Tinneh, I really wish you luck with your Tom. <3 ♥ You deserve the best. And thank you for being supportive, it -really- means a lot to me. It's nice to know I have real friends I can count on. ♥

Lurv,
Vero <3 ♥

http://www.basilmarket.com/show/auction/4160655/Maple_Story_Thorns.html

Hopefully it doesn't go much above that.

It ends tomorrow at around 4:20. I'll be ready. O: I hope I remember. XD

HI SHYAM. *waves, and pokes you*

D: We're dsd

XD That was Shyam. We're in the computer class for english, boo. D: I was just here first period. T_T And it's freezing in this class. :( It took me like ten mintes to get used to the temperature for computers to get used to typing. Because when I'm cold and my fingers are freezing, it's not easy to type. :(

Ms. Dayan said we're probably going to be looking for poems. :D *printed out "Time" to show Mr. Stephens* I hope he likes it. :o I think it's a really cool poem. ^^b

Hehe. :D I got Shyam into Marino's account lmao. xD

WHY DOES YOUR SOUR MOOD HAVE TO FUCKING RUB OFF ON ME

THANKS A LOT

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Serge let out a defeated sigh as he angrily shoved the keyboard back underneath the top of the desk. Slowly, he let his head drop down to the desk in front of him.
He hated himself. Or wait; perhaps it was not so. Perhaps his hate was being truly directed at the fact that everyone seemed to be perfect and he always at fault for everything.
He was ALWAYS screwing up, and everyone else? Oh, they NEVER screwed up. Oh no. Everyone else was perfect, and he? A nobody that always made mistakes.
"It's okay to make mistakes," someone had once told him. "We learn from them, you know."
No. Serge did NOT know. Each time he made a mistake and supposedly "learned" from it, he would just make a different mistake soon after.
And he was sick of it. He was sick of always being at fault, of always being wrong, of always being blamed.
He hated it. And he hated himself for it. He knew it was his own fault - he wasn't going to try and blame it on others, because they couldn't be blamed for his own faults. He knew - everyone knew - that no one can be perfect.
But why was he so damned far from being perfect? He didn't see anyone else screwing up the way he did. One of his former friends, Benoît, had seemed to be pretty close to being perfect.
Why?
Because Benoît was never blamed anything. He was never wrong. He was always right. And it was never his fault for anything he did.
So why couldn't he be more like Benoît?
What really killed Serge was the fact that no one seemed to care about his problem. If they did, they didn't show it.
But Serge really did want to fix it, and he could almost say he felt guilty for screwing up so often and always being wrong.
"Hey, idiot."
Serge looked up, only to find himself gazing at his own reflection in the window of his room. He turned his head around to look around the room.
"Dumbass, over here. God, you really are stupid..."
Serge looked back to his window, and saw that his reflection was, in fact, not a reflection. It was an image of himself, that was sure - but the image was acting of its own accord.
"Yeah, I'm talking to you. Stop wallowing in so much self-pity; you're making me look bad."
Serge shook his head and looked around at the mess on his desk. No pill bottles, no empty mugs... So he was pretty sure he wasn't high. But what he was seeing - what he thought he was imagining - couldn't possibly be real.
"I'm real," the image of Serge said, pacing around the tightly confined area of the window pane. "I'm you. Or, your subconcious. Whatever. I'm here to tell you to get a grip on yourself."
Serge sighed, and decided to bite. "You try being me, and having to face screwing up so often. It's not easy."
The mirror image let out a loud whoop. "You want me to try being you? Hey, Einstein, I AM you! Good Lord, you ARE the dumbest dumbass I've ever had the misfortune of coming across!"
Serge cocked his head to one side. "So, if you're me, and you say I'm a dumbass... What the hell does that make you?"
The mirror image paused for a moment, and then shrugged it off. "Whatever, it doesn't matter. What matters is that you're a pathetic loser who can't get anything straight."
Serge sighed and shrugged meekly. "So... What's your point...?"
"My point?" The mirror image shook his head in disbelief. "You really are slow, eh? My point is that you are a DUMBASS who doesn't deserve to live, because you keep SCREWING THINGS UP FOR EVERYONE."
Serge was on his feet before he even realized it, his fists shaking with both anger and fear... of the truth. "Shut up! What do you know about my life?! You know nothing!"
The mirror image threw its head back and laughed. The rage in Serge just kept building up, threatening to explode.
"You're pathetic. No wonder you have no friends."
Serge grinned. "Oh really? Well, if you were me, you'd realize that I DO have friends."
"Oh, you do?" The mirror image chuckled. "Name them."
"Fine!" Serge smiled and started to name his close friends. "Martin, Marie-Claude, Sebastien, Alain-"
"Pfft!" The mirror image snorted. "You call those friends?"
"What about Benoît?!" Serge yelled back.
"Don't even get me started about him!" The mirror image suddenly turned angry. "You ruined a perfectly good relationship with him. Why? Because you screwed up all the time. You blamed yourself for things that Benoît did! Why?! Because you're afraid of confrontation, that's why! You're so scared to get into a fight with someone, that you automatically say it's your fault and apologize just so that the person doesn't argue with you." The mirror image let out a sigh. "I mean, for crying out loud, I bet you anything that if you and Benoît were playing baseball, and you threw Benoît a fast ball and he hit it at such an angle that it spiraled off and broke your neighbor's window, that you'd find some way to blame yourself and say it was entirely your fault on how you threw the goddamned ball."
Serge shrugged and mumbled something inaudibly. He knew this mirror image of himself spoke the truth. But it was a truth that Serge had come to learn to just bear with and go on with life.
"Benoît fucked up too, you know?"
"No." Serge shook his head. "No, Benoît never did anything wrong."
"That's because you always took the blame for his mistakes!" The mirror image was kicking the window pane, as if trying to escape. "You're so bloody stupid! Now Benoît thinks he's all high and mighty because he thinks he never did anything wrong with you, all because YOU never had the guts to stand up and TELL him that he fucked up!"
Serge shrugged and looked away. This was true.
"Whatever." The mirror image sighed and sat down. "Go on."
Serge looked up. "What?"
"Go on!" The mirror image waved Serge away with one hand. "Continue being the world's biggest fuck up. You don't even deserve to be on this planet. Sheesh, you're wasting the oxygen that people who actually matter could use." The image yawned. "I mean, you weren't meant to be. You were a mistake, you weren't really supposed to be born-"
The mirror image was cut off from its sentence as Serge suddenly dove for his own reflection. The glass shattered into billions of pieces, the mirror image no more.
Serge flew through the window and fell a good eight storeys to the cement below.

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Find the parallels (all of them) and get cookies! :D

The calm before the storm. DX

Eesh. o_o Let's try to plan an outline of today. O:

Uh... 10:15 - 10:45 : o_o Get ready to leave. :|

11:15 - ??? : XD I have no clue how long this is going to last. Or should I say, I have no clue how long I am going to last. x__x

We might do groceries after, so I have no clue when I'll be back. o.o To be honest I would hope that we don't, because I'd like to come back and do some homework before gymnastics and if we do go do groceries after, it won't leave me much time to do anything. ><

2:00-4:00 : Gymnastics! I've pretty much succeeded in ignoring Jennifer throughout the week (On... Tuesday I believe it was, she came and started talking to me when I was at Mel's locker with Saph and Adri, so I just turned my back on her to ask Saph something, and apparently she said "You're not even paying attention!" and walked away. XDD Though I didn't hear her say it. o.o I had my earphones in, so... xD)

But who knows, she'll probably still cling to me and yak about omg everything in her life. .-.

4:30 - supper, which should be around 5:00 - uh... o_o Who knows. It's not really a great time to start homework, I mean I'll just be getting into something and I'll have to leave for supper. I might do homework anyway, something small like economics (not that the subject is worthless, but it's just a small amount of homework that I have to do) or chemistry, I don't think I had a lot of work to do in that one.

Math is killing. I have to type up my English essay and read OFOtCN. o__o What a weird acronym. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. I'll just abbreviate it as.... tMN. :D

TSN. XD

Anyway. I'm going to get going I guess. o: I'm thirsty so I'll get something to drink, then get dressed and maybe play a bit of MS before we leave. Hope you all have a great weekend. :D

Lurv
Vero <3 ♥

www.learn2type.com

So stealing this from tinneh. =D

RULES
1. Put your library on shuffle.
2. Post the first line from each of the first 25 songs it plays.
3. Make people guess. NO CHEATING (Exception: If needbe, google the jap songs. If you honestly get them without guessing, then wow, what the hell, you deserve a cookie. XD Or two. =D)
4. Bold it out when someone gets it.
5. If you know it, feel free to reply!!

PRIZE: The person who gets the most right without cheating (though the hell if I'll ever be able to find out. o_o I just assume you'll all be honest xD) will get some sort of prize. A drawing, maybe, since that's really the only prize I can offer to everyone... XD

Anyway... GOOD LUCK AND LET'S KICK SOME ASS. :D

1. It is the night My body's weak I'm on the run No time to sleep
Got by: Jesse (Close enough, it's Ride like the wind, but you knew that xD)

2. Na na na Why so why? Souzou shitemite yo Just you like Suki na koto (If anyone gets this one... o_o Wow. XD)

3. Now I will tell you what I've done for you
Got by: Sug

4. Kurutta tsuki o uketome Ryoute o kakae obieteiru Sora (Man the jap songs are gonna be hard ^^; Hint: Think... eyes. o: XD [And that clue was pointless if you don't know the name of the song. xD])

5. Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me
Got by: Sug

6. Feel my love Feel my soul It's so magical
Got by: Sug

7. Don't you wanna go for a ride Just keep your hands inside

8. In the heat of the night (XD)

9. Perfect by nature Icons of self indulgence
Got by: Sug

10. Kagayaku mirai wa boku no tame ni (Good luck with this one... Oh what the hell, just google the jap songs << XD!!!)

11. Why you wanna tell me how to live my life
Got by: Sug got the artist XD

12. The dawn is breaking A light shining through

13. How can you see into my eyes Like open doors
Got by: Sug

14. A hundred days had made me older

15. This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
Got by: Sug got the artist again! XDD

16. That's it! I've had it with these mother f***ing snakes on this mother f***ing plane! (Freebie!! XD)
Got by: Sug

17. Wasurekaketa Yume ga ima ugokidasu (For the freebie, we get a hard one. :( Because life sucks that way. xD I doubt any of you have even heard OF this song before, let alone heard the song itself. xD)

18. ... There are no lyrics! :D (It's Pyramid Cave. If someone doesn't get #18, I'll throw your cookies at you. D:)
Got by: Tinneh (It's from SA2:B xD)

19. The moonlight Shines down interstellar beams (Cool, I still have this song. :D)
Got by: Jesse got the artist. xD It is Savage Garden. :D

(SWEET I FOUND MY COMPRESSED MUSIC FOLDER THAT I HADN'T DELETED YET. MORE SONGS. :D I'll only but 10 more. xD)

20. I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
Got by: Sug got the artist again! XD Yeah, it is savage garden :D And yes it is old. o__o Who knew I still had that song o_O XD

21. Ma-ia-hii Ma-ia-huu Ma-ia-hoo Ma-ia-haha (Love this song. XD)
Got by: Jesse and Tinneh xD

22. Aimer C'est ce qu'il y a de plus beau Aimer C'est monter si haut (The name of the song was mentioned *COUGH* times in the lyrics I gave you. Wow wtf. xD)
Got by: Sug

23. Tsuki no KAASU Tsumetai yume no naka de
Got by: Sug (omg you rock, you know this song :D XD)

24. I need an alarm system in my house (but not really xD)
Got by: Tinneh

25. Jinsei, Jinsei, Jinsei... Shinu, Shinu, Shinu.... Sei setto Shi umarette wa shinu
Got by: Sug

26. Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you

27. Show me the meaning of being lonely (Come on guys, this is a freebie too XD)
Got by: Sug, you're awesome with artists xD

28. I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
Got by: Sug

29. You speak to me I know this will be temporary
Got by: Tinneh

30. Hear my silent prair, heat my quiet call, wonder darken loose sorround you(WTF. I just looked up the lyrics, I thought they were COMPLETELY different from what they actually are. I thought "heat" was heed, and I thought "wonder darken loose sorround you" (k wtf, sorround? << These lyrics are fucky xD That's a funny word O:) was when the dark and blue surround you. XD BRB gonna look for better lyrics o:<)

Kay the hell with THOSE lyrics. Here are the last lines instead. :D

30. Step into my sigh, look inside the light, you will know that I have found you.
Got by: Jesse

XD That's all for now. All my other songs are still on my mom's comp because I was supposed to crash my computer like, two months ago. I would have done it already had I known how to, but I need Phil to do it for me, and he's currently sick so.. ._.

(But after I said that, I found the huge 648 MB compressed folder I have with all my songs. :D Yay. xD)

o.o 153 files in that folder. XD Woah.

SO YEAH. Have fun with that. xD I'll leave this entry as public incase any random traveller comes along and is like OMG I KNOW THAT SONG. o:

---EDIT---

Man, sug just burninated like, half the list. XD Omg people know the songs I know that's so cool~ :D XD

I'm at the school computer BWAHAsdfinyu2348756bg78bg.

Wheeeee. :D

"Death" should be upon me soon... Notice the QUOTATION MARKS SO NO IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME WILL DIE.

Interactive toilet paper? O_o I think that's what Saphy just said.


Saphy ---------->

Actually

Computer that Saphy's at ------->

OOH she's making a comment on my JOURNAL I'M GONNA BEAT HER THERE~

You took away my dignity
You took my wife away
You took away my sanity
You took my life away

You left me in a prison
You left no gleam in me
You left me in a dungeon
You left no dream in me

You envied my emotion
You envied all I was
You envied my devotion
You envied just because

You were so far below me
I fell down from your strike
I then rose up before thee
It's now my turn to strike

I'll take away your family
I'll take your soul away
I'll take away your certainty
I'll take you, whole, away

I'll leave you complete misery
I'll leave no light in you
I'll leave you a cemetery
I'll leave no fight in you

I'll envy what you could have been
I'll envy all you missed
I'll envy what you could have seen
I'll envy all resist

You thought you could get rid of me
You thought you had it made
You thought you could win over me
You thought you had it played

To you, who thought he had it all
So wrong you were, my friend
To you, who thought he'd never fall
Good bye, this is the end

There's my english poem kthxbye.

EDIT: If you've read the Count of Monte Cristo, I hope it's obvious who I'm talking about. o_o

AH HA!

http://www.geocities.com/moryabdi/media/prelude.rm

You have to have Real Player to listen to it though. >< Sorry to those of you who don't have it. D: I'll look for the mp3 some other time (I really have to get to bed now) and if I can't find it, I'll rip it off the CD and find some way to host it up here. o_ob

Yay okay I really have to go. ><;; BYE!

THIS IS SO FUCKING SAD.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/10682163/

You think your father might have died. Then you believe he's alive. Then you find out he really is dead.

All that jubilation for nothing.... Tears of relief and happiness wasted... But, there was never an official statement saying the 12 survived. It was only a rumor. People should have questioned that. "Hey, how come we haven't had a conference about this? Maybe we should wait until we know for sure."

All I can say is that I'm sorry for everyone who lost a loved one. My heart goes out to you.

See, 13 really is an unlucky number. Or, you can turn around and say that maybe the one who DID survive was the 13th and was lucky.

One's dead. And it does NOT look good for the rest of them.

I just... Want to cry. I feel like crying. But I want to think - I want to BELIEVE that there's still hope for the other miners and that they're alive somehow.

I didn't want my dream to come true or be a premonition in any way, shape or form. But it's too late for that.

I wonder... what it's like? For the rescue teams? For the miners, if they're not already gone? For the families? One of the miners is dead, and they have yet to identify who it is. I can't possibly imagine being a family member of any of the 13 miners. One's dead, and you have no clue who it is... It could be the next door neighbor, it could be the random person, it could be your husband or your dad... You have no clue. What if it IS your dad? What the bloody fuck do you do? You have to move on because you have no choice. And it fucking sucks. I don't know if I mentioned it or not, but someone I know at school, her father died of a heart attack. I just... I wouldn't know what to do. I wouldn't.

The most we can do is hope and pray that God will bring the rest of the miners out alive. They have my prayers.

A bitter breeze blew through the vacuous town like the echo of a child's soft whisper in an empty room. It picked up and carried with it the scent of crisp, burnt rubble, fragments of articles long since blown to smithereens, and the restless souls of those who had not even been given the chance to witness the blank face of their murderer before their bodies were viciously ripped apart. Empty souls wandered the land of the deceased, searching for an escape, searching for a way to reach up through the infinite wall of poisonous cloud and ascend to the paradise of heaven which they so desperately longed to reach.
There was no escape. A shield of impenetrable toxic engulfed the hellhole like a tiny bubble inside a puddle of water, eternally trapping the air inside it. Spirits were lost with nowhere to go and no solution to be had. They were to forever remain inside this new enclosure without the hopes of ever seeing the light of day again, without the hopes of ever being able to rest in peace. Peace was a word to be forgotten; it no longer held a meaning, it no longer gave promise of a world in which all was as it should be. Only a few selected words remained meaningful to the shattered souls, all of which, in the end, led straight to one single, foul word: death.
There was at least one thing to be thankful for: the end had not been extremely painful. Death had come in a massive, swift wave of destruction, instantly turning all which lived into a pile of black, malodorous dust. Though death is never a matter of pleasantry, there is always the fact that it could have been worse. If there was ever a means by which the tormented souls could experience the least bit of comfort, it was in knowing that they had been given the easiest way to die. It was not much consolation, but it was indeed better than nothing.
Everyone and everything had been totally obliterated. There remained not a single particle alive in the entire area in which the bomb had exploded. If that was not enough, the poisonous air that had been emitted by the bomb had expanded into a radius at least three times larger than the city itself. The bomb that had shattered the lives and the dreams of more than a thousand people had not in fact stopped there - it continued, although slowly, to creep out on the nearby towns, like a cheetah sneaking up on its prey, waiting for the perfect opportunity to strike. Though they had not done anything to deserve it, anyone who was unfortunate enough to live in the immediate vicinity of the targeted city now awaited a similar, inevitable fate: death. They were the unlucky ones, however; they were not being given the easy way to death. The toxic air which was to infect that of which they breathed would invade their bodies and slowly attack them from the inside. There was no escape, and there most certainly was no cure. Once again, the innocent casualties of war who were never even considered from the beginning were being given the short end of the stick. They would not even realize it before slowly they began to perish, one by one, until another deserted wasteland was created.
The souls of the dead may be forgotten by those who were lucky enough to survive, but the spirits will not forget. They will forever wander the Earth, lurking, waiting for an opportunity to get revenge for the injustice of their deaths.

Yay. Now my mouse just decides to stop working out of nowhere, and we all know how I just love cord mice.

I'd ask what else could go wrong, but seeing as I'm scared to death of the outcome, I just won't ask.